June 29, 2011

Jogging At Last

Today was the first time I went jogging since I got back, and I feel great! xD Looking forward to more jogging sessions.

June 23, 2011

Before and Now

I was thinking about the kind of person I was before I entered uni, and now after completing my degree. I've yet to graduate though xD.

But all I can say is that I have come a long way and grown so much. =)

June 21, 2011

Eyes opened, Heart Enlightened

I've been reading up on a lot of things lately. Bible and novels are a few things I read now. Lately I've picked up another interest - researching relationships. I read up on proper ways of courting girls, why girls don't like nice guys, and mid-life crises. Yes, my research does not just span across girlfriend and boyfriend, but also how family behaviours.

I am interested in the latter because once you raise a family, you'd want your family to be in the best environment possible. Not one with violence and constant heated arguments, where the children and wife especially will be affected. I've lived in a family where a lot of unnecessary suffering has to be experienced, and I want to learn how to avoid this. What do the common public have to say about this? What do they say can be ways to predict such outcomes and what is the solution to them?

I have yet to cover this in the Bible, but I'm sure there's a solution or two hidden somewhere. =)


With this in mind, my girl-chasing basis has changed. I now know what I want. But I will also ask myself: "What would God want of me?"

June 9, 2011

The Key in the Dream

Several months ago, I had a dream about me and a girl. We were friends, and still are today. In that dream however, we were arguing in her house. After arguing for a while, she grabbed her purse and headed for the front door. Before she left, she turned around and passed me the house key.

"Put it in the drawer, its usual place," she said before leaving the house.

She referred to a little retractable drawer at the side of the front door on the outside of the house. I knew where it was in that dream. However, I did not want to put the key there. I held onto it very tightly and ran home.


The significance of the dream is basically how I treated the girl and a sign of the things that would take place in the months to come. Indeed, I argued badly with the friend sometime in mid-March..

And in the dream she told me to put the key back. The key meant "being friends", and nothing more. We were friends, but I wanted us to be more than friends.. Hence, I did not put the key back. I wanted to hold on to the key and hope that my wish may come true in the future.

Now, after what I've been through in the past few months, which was the dramatic experience I mentioned in my previous post, I've come to realise that it's better off me and the girl stay as friends. =) What's good and also what I'm very grateful for is, the girl still treated me as a friend despite all that has happened. =)

I'm ready and willing to put the key back in its rightful place.. =)


Something I want to share =)

June 8, 2011

Beginning of the Summer

Not much has happened since I got back home. I managed to talk more with my family, catch up on an anime (ONE PIECE!), met up with some friends and most importantly got a haircut at last! :)

Something else happened.. My recent love life took a very huge twist and has become one of the most dramatic experiences I've faced so far. I will not mention anything about this yet, but in time I will. But, for those who are concerned, I'll let you know that I was kind of devastated when I heard about the twist, but as of now I am perfectly fine. So don't worry. ;)


June 1, 2011

Back at Home

Perhaps I lied to myself that I didn't miss home.. I actually love being home right now, and can't wait to spend more time with my family.. Truth is, I've been wanting to go out with friends so much that I forget the joy of just being with your family, even though your family isn't the happiest one and one that goes through so much pain.

Whatever I felt last time about my family, I take it back now.. Maybe because I'm graduating and have become older, that I feel that I should treasure my family more. Haha. ^^"

I'm about to graduate and I have a lot of mixed feelings. One big chapter of my life has just ended.. All those four years, gone by so fast. The next chapter awaits... But right now...

It's good to be home. =)