tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-90801600319748516382024-03-13T00:34:20.527-07:00Lived Negatively, Living PositivelySome life stories about a guy who wants to find a great balance in life...!ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.comBlogger42125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-75922595310992709342011-08-22T01:16:00.000-07:002011-08-22T01:17:05.973-07:00Warm Flowery FeelAfter reading the title, you might be thinking: "what..!? ><"
That's what I feel deep down in my heart right now.. Haha.. xDç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-40529525282091746392011-08-15T23:46:00.000-07:002011-08-15T23:49:23.765-07:00End of a Blogger?I hardly touch this blog nowadays as I do most of my catching up with friends on Facebook or MSN. Yes I don't have a Tweeter or Tumblr account as I do not see the need for it. So I wonder.. Should I just close this account?
Or Maybe I'll just leave it on the internet to remind me that at one time in my life, this was where I found solace and comfort during hard times... :)ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-59374236324985892472011-08-01T09:11:00.000-07:002011-08-01T09:17:50.156-07:00Working WorldAs time progresses, the closer I am to entering the working world. I do not know when that time will be, but I feel it's coming real soon..Just before the day ends, I think about all the things that have led to this very moment in my life: High school, University, the friends I made during all those times, etc. Every bit of it was put in place to mold me into the person I am now. It's as if Godç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-76052759893786227572011-07-17T10:22:00.000-07:002011-07-17T10:26:37.692-07:00Men are from Mars, Women are from VenusI've been sorta inactive lately. Internet being at an all-time low means I cannot do my daily facebook/MSN and manga sessions. xDBut instead I decided to maintain my jogging sessions which have helped considerably since I got back. But I believe that I should also start doing other workouts such as push ups and pull ups. I keep saying that I'll do them but I never get to work on them. Haiz...ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-59256172315839682432011-07-13T10:35:00.000-07:002011-07-13T10:36:57.712-07:00MatureIt's time to stop acting like a kid and become more mature than before. =)ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-47707095910456696452011-07-10T20:36:00.000-07:002011-07-10T20:46:31.488-07:00Under ControlNot much has been going on lately. I'm still lazying at home, although I do catch up on the news and jog every now and then.This blog post signifies several things going on in life right now, which I'll number as you read along..PEACE IN THE FAMILYThere haven't been any family arguments for the past few weeks.. There was one several more weeks ago, but apart from that my family is happy and ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-14280168898170730112011-07-02T21:14:00.000-07:002011-07-02T21:18:09.196-07:00StubbornnessI'm Taurus. I'm stubborn. That has been a trait that has had more bad outcomes than good. Last night got me thinking how stubborn I was at learning new and old things alike. Why some old teachings never seem to sink into my thick-headed brain? Why don't I have the passion to learn anything new? Past experiences have repeated over and over and I don't seem to learn my lesson..And also while ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-77387461385144103962011-06-29T04:13:00.000-07:002011-06-29T04:16:14.337-07:00Jogging At LastToday was the first time I went jogging since I got back, and I feel great! xD Looking forward to more jogging sessions.ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-71634276917618957542011-06-23T10:02:00.000-07:002011-06-23T10:05:40.514-07:00Before and NowI was thinking about the kind of person I was before I entered uni, and now after completing my degree. I've yet to graduate though xD.But all I can say is that I have come a long way and grown so much. =)ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-34972491488981390432011-06-21T09:28:00.000-07:002011-06-21T09:50:23.198-07:00Eyes opened, Heart EnlightenedI've been reading up on a lot of things lately. Bible and novels are a few things I read now. Lately I've picked up another interest - researching relationships. I read up on proper ways of courting girls, why girls don't like nice guys, and mid-life crises. Yes, my research does not just span across girlfriend and boyfriend, but also how family behaviours. I am interested in the latter ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-74596334902967656932011-06-09T10:52:00.000-07:002011-06-09T11:12:36.149-07:00The Key in the DreamSeveral months ago, I had a dream about me and a girl. We were friends, and still are today. In that dream however, we were arguing in her house. After arguing for a while, she grabbed her purse and headed for the front door. Before she left, she turned around and passed me the house key."Put it in the drawer, its usual place," she said before leaving the house.She referred to a little ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-72031791307896635522011-06-08T07:16:00.000-07:002011-06-08T07:23:34.204-07:00Beginning of the SummerNot much has happened since I got back home. I managed to talk more with my family, catch up on an anime (ONE PIECE!), met up with some friends and most importantly got a haircut at last! :)Something else happened.. My recent love life took a very huge twist and has become one of the most dramatic experiences I've faced so far. I will not mention anything about this yet, but in time I will. ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-6324708655167665142011-06-01T09:54:00.001-07:002011-06-01T09:56:38.803-07:00Back at HomePerhaps I lied to myself that I didn't miss home.. I actually love being home right now, and can't wait to spend more time with my family.. Truth is, I've been wanting to go out with friends so much that I forget the joy of just being with your family, even though your family isn't the happiest one and one that goes through so much pain.Whatever I felt last time about my family, I take it back ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-27741189940287220442011-04-05T18:39:00.000-07:002011-04-05T18:40:40.542-07:00This is itThe final week before FYP submission has arrived. We all have been worn out and have cried in our hearts, but let's face this one last tough week, and do our very best!All the best to all the FYP students (Years 3 and 4 alike). =)Godspeed!ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-16960034066719209442011-03-23T09:57:00.000-07:002011-03-23T20:54:23.033-07:00I let you go. Be free."I let you go. Be free."I put that as my MSN personal message several days ago. A few days after that, I had a short MSN chat with the girl in mind. She said we can still be friends. How true that is, I do not know and I will not be bothered by it anymore.There's more to life than just one girl, and also one situation where I did not watch my actions and words carefully. I will learn from ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-3543084052021175152011-03-20T02:27:00.000-07:002011-03-20T02:32:25.982-07:00All I'll do right now is waitGiven myself days and days to think about this, I have come to this simple conclusion that should've been easy to think of. Doubts and emotions clouded my thoughts, but now this is what I have come to conclude, or rather, what I want to do now:"A teacher is ready to help a student, only if the student wants to ask questions and seek help from the teacher."Likewise, I am ready to accept this girlç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-72614393401963655442011-03-19T22:44:00.000-07:002011-03-19T22:54:52.660-07:00I'm not ready and so aren't you I tried chatting with her on MSN last night, but I could even tell I wasn't ready. I tried to make the conversation normal, but even I felt that there was some awkwardness in the "normality" of it. I had to keep the conversation really short - probably the shortest conversation I've had with anybody on MSN. Thank goodness I had help from my sis at that time to tell me to keep it real short ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-6957392146909902002011-03-19T02:32:00.000-07:002011-03-19T02:39:43.240-07:00Things don't always look as bad as they seemAnother girl problem sprung up recently, where I see that a friend of mine was starting to avoid me because she thinks I'm desperate to get her as a girlfriend. Well yeah honestly I still like this girl, but my feelings have been toying with me and I didn't control them well again, and hence this problem happened (again).It's a good thing I have a friend that is on talking terms with her, so heç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-82026885502176127852011-03-04T21:15:00.000-08:002011-03-04T21:20:14.606-08:00SlackYup.. I slacked. I slacked for the entire afternoon yesterday and did not do any work or studies. But it felt good and it was a good relief from all the stress that was building up. I really needed that break. And now I feel a lot better =)So how has life been up til now? FYP is still behind schedule at the moment, but I feel this small gleam of hope. Like no matter how bad it is, all will ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-20181509000769594072011-02-15T01:11:00.000-08:002011-02-15T01:21:28.744-08:00Practice Practice PracticeThat's what we need to improve our familiarity with any subject, tool, or program, or even when socialising. Even though I was down till last night, I got back up after chatting with a friend. Felt a lot better and started doing some Year 2 Maths. Why? I'll need it so that I can understand what is going on in one of my modules this semester. Haha.The weather today is reasonable. Rained a ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-27906869541190376062011-02-14T03:31:00.000-08:002011-02-14T03:33:34.445-08:00Emo.. Like.. Really emo..Shit.. I never thought seeing my results would make me this emo. I kept saying I'll get back up and I'll get back up, but I can't...Others have gotten such good results and had fun at the same time.. I had help from smart students yet I scored so badly. Obviously lack of preparation is to blame. The pain is so great now.. But after a good rest.. Perhaps I can get up again..ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-67279717701581767932011-02-13T09:24:00.000-08:002011-02-13T09:25:27.400-08:00Happy Valentine's Day~!!To all my girl friends, may you have a happy and blessed Valentine's day!! :D For the single ladies, may something interesting happen for you all. Hehehe. And for the ones with boyfriends, I hope that your bfs would make this day very special for you all.. ;)Oh, and Happy Valentine's to the guys too. xDCheerios~~!!!ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-12553701446699085362011-02-10T22:29:00.000-08:002011-02-10T22:30:02.822-08:00Awkward..I feel awkward. It's like, I am focused and naturally will get distracted by Facebook and MSN from time to time (and I can control this). But maybe the pressure and stress are very high this time around that I feel so lifeless and demotivated every day.. So I thank God for every little funny and enjoyable thing that happens which also helps me not think about what I'm going through but enjoy ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-55695319581057821322011-02-10T22:27:00.000-08:002011-02-10T22:29:31.877-08:00Awkward..I feel awkward. It's like, I am focused and naturally will get distracted by Facebook and MSN from time to time (and I can control this). But maybe the pressure and stress are very high this time around that I feel so lifeless and demotivated every day.. So I thank God for every little funny and enjoyable thing that happens which also helps me not think about what I'm going through but enjoy ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9080160031974851638.post-68434635301801351702011-02-07T01:23:00.000-08:002011-02-07T01:26:35.117-08:00More Focused.. More DeterminedWell what the title says.. It's my final semester, and I'm not going to fool around anymore. I will regret not working my best all these years and for disappointing a lot of people, but at least if I can do the best of my best this semester, I won't feel too bad. Haha.One more time, one more chance..! I'll aim up high for my family, my friends, myself and my God! =)That means --> TF-hunting, ç£@Réñ©€http://www.blogger.com/profile/18188147473230329047noreply@blogger.com0