Dedication

First of all, I'd like to say that my life has been pretty lifeless until now. Because of one particular person, and because of the decisions I made, my life has been revolving in a weird manner.. My friends don't have a good impression of her, yet I still am drawn towards her. But right now, for the better for me and her, we'll distance ourselves hopefully to become friends just like before.



But the point of this post is not about her. It's about everything else other than her. I had friends whom I could share this problem with. I had friends who brought me out of misery, and make me whole again. Without them, I would still be brooding over the girl, whom I don't even know is meant for me or not. Haha!!

Yes, that's right. You know who you are. :) Thank you for helping me get back on my feet. Thank you for the little things you've done, such as asking me out for meals or simply talking to me even though I don't reply that much. Thank you for being there! :D



Also, it's not just about friends, but also for my Graphics Team that I only begun to know. They're a great team of dedicated, talented, and active individuals! Their works of art amazed me! Thank you!! :D



Also, thank you for my family, especially my sisters. I only dared to tell two of my three sisters about the problem I had, and they helped me out too. Hahaha.. Thanks a lot! :D



Some of the songs that are on my playlist remind me of the girl. I still wish I could turn back time to the moment where we would chat just about anything.. Unlike now. But then again, if that hadn't happened, I wouldn't be here writing this post. :)



Most of all, thank you Lord for making all this happen. You were there among my friends and among everything that happened. The nights when I was really weary and the nights when I shed tears because of fear and sadness, I did feel your presence. I felt your presence as well when my friends forcefully dragged me out of depression. Hahaha... Thank you, and God Bless to you all~!! :D

Back to EPop?

Okay, you may see EPop as "Online Pop" or "Digitalised Pop".. Hahahaha. No no, it's my way of saying "English Pop". Lately I'm listening to more English pop songs, and also songs by Katy Perry, Taio Cruz, etc.

Maybe I'm growing out of Kpop.. But I still like them.. :)

Graphics Graphics Graphics~

It's amazing that I get to work with great graphic designers. Some are not as good as others, but their creativity and ideas are admirable! I feel happy to be a Head in Graphics, not only for the uni's 10th anniversary celebration but also for the Music Society in my final year of studies. :) But this is even more great because I get to work with such talented and dedicated people, whom the uni has yet to know :D

All I can say it: Thank you Lord for giving me this chance~~!! :)



And now.. Back to studies..

Back to Normal

Guess what. The past few days I have been "emo-ing" about my actions.. To the point where I had no mood to do anything at all. :(

Then.. last night, I chatted with a friend and realised that everything is back to normal. It's kind of weird because it's like there was totally no point in emo-ing because I didn't fully understand the situation.. (Again, I cannot share details of the incident here. Sorry. Try to understand it out of what I type xD)

Anyway, the sun right now is very bright, and the sky is very clear. Thank you, Lord. =)

Numbskull

Ever wondered why people just keep making the same mistakes in similar situations over and over again? Have you ever felt like knocking some sense into them, but somehow it never works? It's funny isn't it?

"I am such a numbskull." That's what I wanna say to myself today. Something happened but I cannot share it here. For the past few days, I thought there could've been a way to fix it.. But I guess it can no longer be helped.. Just like the past few days, I shall mutter these words to myself:

"I should not have said those words..."



:'(