Practice Practice Practice

That's what we need to improve our familiarity with any subject, tool, or program, or even when socialising. Even though I was down till last night, I got back up after chatting with a friend. Felt a lot better and started doing some Year 2 Maths. Why? I'll need it so that I can understand what is going on in one of my modules this semester. Haha.

The weather today is reasonable. Rained a bit earlier and was refreshing.. Had a good lunch with a good old friend and met up with some friends today. Hehe.

Life's been changing a bit since I started to change my ways. Of course, several bad things did happen too and not proud of it. =/ But anyhow.. I will not not do my best again.

Let's hope that FYP will be lenient on me~



Cheerios~~

Emo.. Like.. Really emo..

Shit.. I never thought seeing my results would make me this emo. I kept saying I'll get back up and I'll get back up, but I can't...

Others have gotten such good results and had fun at the same time.. I had help from smart students yet I scored so badly. Obviously lack of preparation is to blame. The pain is so great now..

But after a good rest.. Perhaps I can get up again..

Happy Valentine's Day~!!

To all my girl friends, may you have a happy and blessed Valentine's day!! :D For the single ladies, may something interesting happen for you all. Hehehe. And for the ones with boyfriends, I hope that your bfs would make this day very special for you all.. ;)

Oh, and Happy Valentine's to the guys too. xD




Cheerios~~!!!

Awkward..

I feel awkward. It's like, I am focused and naturally will get distracted by Facebook and MSN from time to time (and I can control this). But maybe the pressure and stress are very high this time around that I feel so lifeless and demotivated every day..

So I thank God for every little funny and enjoyable thing that happens which also helps me not think about what I'm going through but enjoy life a little at the same time. =)

Class today was interesting. But applying it in studies, group activities and eventually in my workplace is something that isn't so easy.. =/ But it has caught my interest.. So I believe I can pull through well with this module =)

My focus is still here, though it fluctuates every now and then.. Still finding a way to balance life, FYP and studies right now.. Such a surmounting task.. But I believe I can do it!! =D

To all people in Years 3 and above, all the best!! =D


Cheerios~~

Awkward..

I feel awkward. It's like, I am focused and naturally will get distracted by Facebook and MSN from time to time (and I can control this). But maybe the pressure and stress are very high this time around that I feel so lifeless and demotivated every day..

So I thank God for every little funny and enjoyable thing that happens which also helps me not think about what I'm going through but enjoy life a little at the same time. =)

Class today was interesting. But applying it in studies, group activities and eventually in my workplace is something that isn't so easy.. =/ But it has caught my interest.. So I believe I can pull through well with this module =)

My focus is still here, though it fluctuates every now and then.. Still finding a way to balance life, FYP and studies right now.. Such a surmounting task..

More Focused.. More Determined

Well what the title says.. It's my final semester, and I'm not going to fool around anymore. I will regret not working my best all these years and for disappointing a lot of people, but at least if I can do the best of my best this semester, I won't feel too bad. Haha.

One more time, one more chance..! I'll aim up high for my family, my friends, myself and my God! =)

That means --> TF-hunting, anime/manga watching, and frequent eating-out sessions are all ON HOLD! Other things will have to be controlled as well. But no worries. I'll still be on MSN at a fixed time at night if you don't see me at all.. Haha. =)

Cheerios~!!

Difference in Me

Let's just say that I believe I now know what I must do for my final uni semester. =)

But that's not really why I wanna put this post up. The reason being - I am so different on the internet and in real life. I don't want to say too much, but I'm sure friends would know what I'm talking about. Haha..

So it occurred to me that.. This is something that I should work on, and at the same time not worry too much about.. Then again, I've been doing this for all my life, and nothing's changed. Hmm..

Perhaps less internet-interaction and more real-life-socializing should do the trick? Just thinking..


Cheerios~ and Happy Chinese New Year! =)

Something's not right

Yes, something is not right. Why am I always emo-ing? Why am I always down? Why am I always negative or pessimistic? Well sure, I am pessimistic by nature.. But then the title of the blog don't suit me does it? Hahaha..

So I'm tired of regretting mistakes, I'm tired of being so pessimistic among other things.. and I'm tired of this version of me. I'm gonna change, and I'm gonna change for the better! =)A Christian friend of mine however says:

"Change the way God wants you to change."

I'll do just that. =)


Cheerios~