Is there a point in blogging?

You know, one thing I notice is as you live, you will like things and then not like them over a certain time period. I didn't think blogging was cool, but a few years ago I started blogging and found it interesting. It's like a diary, only everyone can see it! :D But then.. as time goes by.. you realise that.. the plain old simple handwritten diary (that you normally would only let yourself see) beats blogging.

What makes me say this? Well, it's simple really. Sure blogging is all about sharing your experiences with the world, if not about crapping. xD But, how much can you share with the world? Can you share every little bit of thought about a certain event or person or object just like that? As in, typing it all out here? No.

I believe an average internet user is aware of the threats that the internet has. Such as passwords and IDs thefts. And sure, I'm being pessimistic and all. But even if it's not for this, people can see what you type and sometimes you just don't want people to see it. RATHER, you wanna write it down somewhere, just to let it out of you.. And perhaps one day look back at it..

So, is there any point in blogging? I believe there is a point. Otherwise, it would've been designed in the first place. People have shared great experiences through blogging, and some make a living out of it. But to me, I no longer see a point in blogging.. Instead, what has been replaced is a simple typed diary that I keep with me. I call it an "e-diary". Haha.. Why don't I write out a diary instead? Simply because I have bad handwriting and I type faster than I write. lol..

And by doing so.. I have the freedom to write what I really feel like writing.. No restrictions. Of course, when you use harsh language and you look back at it in the future, you would feel bad. But that's okay. At least only you or close people know it, and not the whole world right? :)

Anyway. Enough with all this. Whether I not I put up any more posts here is another story. I will, though not actively, still look at some of my friends' blogs and check out on what they're up to. :)

Cheerios..



Clarence.



PS: This is a song I wanna share. It starts of as a very quiet and simple tune, and slowly becomes happy. Towards the middle and end, it's at its climax - it's very lively and energetic! It makes you feel that all your problems are free (at least for me). :) The song, that has been my most favourite instrumental up till now, is:

CANON IN D

When Everything Seems To Fall Apart

It's been so long since I could update my blog. I finally have the chance. Yay!

So, as of late and also for the past few weeks, I've been extremely busy with courseworks. This semester was the most hectic semester I have ever experienced, and I believe the next and last semester of my uni life will be far worse than now, but I'm ready for it. :)

A couple of updates for now. Starting with the one with least impact. I bought a new transformer last Sunday. It's TERRADIVE!! :DD OH goodness, you have no idea how long I have been waiting for him!! ^^ But, after two days, it BROKE!! WTHL right!? >.< So, I am planning to return it to the shop today before they don't let me (the receipt says I can return the product within 1 week or purchase). Hopefully they still have stock for Terradive, otherwise I'll just have to choose another transformer from the lot. haha.

Next update: Coursework submission. Lo and behold, Chemical Engineers in my uni will definitely know what I mean when I say "CEL". This module basically is about submitting a single lab report that is worth.. well, an entire module of marks. Yeah, that's crazy. However, I tried very hard to submit it on time, but I failed. And I lost my temper.. :S Honestly, I don't know why I chose to lose my temper, but the result was ugly enough.. Then after cooling down, I realised that it was a really good thing that I didn't submit the coursework because there were so many errors in it! WHOA! >.< So, I'll have the entire weekend to finalise the coursework properly, and also to relax a bit before I start studying. Haha. Good luck to everybody for studies! :)

Another update? Haha.. I finished the world-renowned games "Assassin's Creed" and "Assassin's Creed II", and I tell you they are AWESOME!! :DD The story is about assassin's fighting templars, but I will only reveal this much. Go play the game and I guarantee you it is awesome :P

Last update? Well, this is not exactly the biggest achievement per se, but I did lift up my spirits. Remember the girl I kept mentioning in my previous posts? We are beginning to talk more comfortably again. So, that has made me happy. :)



Cheers guys.

Dedication

First of all, I'd like to say that my life has been pretty lifeless until now. Because of one particular person, and because of the decisions I made, my life has been revolving in a weird manner.. My friends don't have a good impression of her, yet I still am drawn towards her. But right now, for the better for me and her, we'll distance ourselves hopefully to become friends just like before.



But the point of this post is not about her. It's about everything else other than her. I had friends whom I could share this problem with. I had friends who brought me out of misery, and make me whole again. Without them, I would still be brooding over the girl, whom I don't even know is meant for me or not. Haha!!

Yes, that's right. You know who you are. :) Thank you for helping me get back on my feet. Thank you for the little things you've done, such as asking me out for meals or simply talking to me even though I don't reply that much. Thank you for being there! :D



Also, it's not just about friends, but also for my Graphics Team that I only begun to know. They're a great team of dedicated, talented, and active individuals! Their works of art amazed me! Thank you!! :D



Also, thank you for my family, especially my sisters. I only dared to tell two of my three sisters about the problem I had, and they helped me out too. Hahaha.. Thanks a lot! :D



Some of the songs that are on my playlist remind me of the girl. I still wish I could turn back time to the moment where we would chat just about anything.. Unlike now. But then again, if that hadn't happened, I wouldn't be here writing this post. :)



Most of all, thank you Lord for making all this happen. You were there among my friends and among everything that happened. The nights when I was really weary and the nights when I shed tears because of fear and sadness, I did feel your presence. I felt your presence as well when my friends forcefully dragged me out of depression. Hahaha... Thank you, and God Bless to you all~!! :D

Back to EPop?

Okay, you may see EPop as "Online Pop" or "Digitalised Pop".. Hahahaha. No no, it's my way of saying "English Pop". Lately I'm listening to more English pop songs, and also songs by Katy Perry, Taio Cruz, etc.

Maybe I'm growing out of Kpop.. But I still like them.. :)

Graphics Graphics Graphics~

It's amazing that I get to work with great graphic designers. Some are not as good as others, but their creativity and ideas are admirable! I feel happy to be a Head in Graphics, not only for the uni's 10th anniversary celebration but also for the Music Society in my final year of studies. :) But this is even more great because I get to work with such talented and dedicated people, whom the uni has yet to know :D

All I can say it: Thank you Lord for giving me this chance~~!! :)



And now.. Back to studies..

Back to Normal

Guess what. The past few days I have been "emo-ing" about my actions.. To the point where I had no mood to do anything at all. :(

Then.. last night, I chatted with a friend and realised that everything is back to normal. It's kind of weird because it's like there was totally no point in emo-ing because I didn't fully understand the situation.. (Again, I cannot share details of the incident here. Sorry. Try to understand it out of what I type xD)

Anyway, the sun right now is very bright, and the sky is very clear. Thank you, Lord. =)

Numbskull

Ever wondered why people just keep making the same mistakes in similar situations over and over again? Have you ever felt like knocking some sense into them, but somehow it never works? It's funny isn't it?

"I am such a numbskull." That's what I wanna say to myself today. Something happened but I cannot share it here. For the past few days, I thought there could've been a way to fix it.. But I guess it can no longer be helped.. Just like the past few days, I shall mutter these words to myself:

"I should not have said those words..."



:'(