Happy Valentine's Day~!!

To all my girl friends, may you have a happy and blessed Valentine's day!! :D For the single ladies, may something interesting happen for you all. Hehehe. And for the ones with boyfriends, I hope that your bfs would make this day very special for you all.. ;)

Oh, and Happy Valentine's to the guys too. xD




Cheerios~~!!!

Awkward..

I feel awkward. It's like, I am focused and naturally will get distracted by Facebook and MSN from time to time (and I can control this). But maybe the pressure and stress are very high this time around that I feel so lifeless and demotivated every day..

So I thank God for every little funny and enjoyable thing that happens which also helps me not think about what I'm going through but enjoy life a little at the same time. =)

Class today was interesting. But applying it in studies, group activities and eventually in my workplace is something that isn't so easy.. =/ But it has caught my interest.. So I believe I can pull through well with this module =)

My focus is still here, though it fluctuates every now and then.. Still finding a way to balance life, FYP and studies right now.. Such a surmounting task.. But I believe I can do it!! =D

To all people in Years 3 and above, all the best!! =D


Cheerios~~

Awkward..

I feel awkward. It's like, I am focused and naturally will get distracted by Facebook and MSN from time to time (and I can control this). But maybe the pressure and stress are very high this time around that I feel so lifeless and demotivated every day..

So I thank God for every little funny and enjoyable thing that happens which also helps me not think about what I'm going through but enjoy life a little at the same time. =)

Class today was interesting. But applying it in studies, group activities and eventually in my workplace is something that isn't so easy.. =/ But it has caught my interest.. So I believe I can pull through well with this module =)

My focus is still here, though it fluctuates every now and then.. Still finding a way to balance life, FYP and studies right now.. Such a surmounting task..

More Focused.. More Determined

Well what the title says.. It's my final semester, and I'm not going to fool around anymore. I will regret not working my best all these years and for disappointing a lot of people, but at least if I can do the best of my best this semester, I won't feel too bad. Haha.

One more time, one more chance..! I'll aim up high for my family, my friends, myself and my God! =)

That means --> TF-hunting, anime/manga watching, and frequent eating-out sessions are all ON HOLD! Other things will have to be controlled as well. But no worries. I'll still be on MSN at a fixed time at night if you don't see me at all.. Haha. =)

Cheerios~!!

Difference in Me

Let's just say that I believe I now know what I must do for my final uni semester. =)

But that's not really why I wanna put this post up. The reason being - I am so different on the internet and in real life. I don't want to say too much, but I'm sure friends would know what I'm talking about. Haha..

So it occurred to me that.. This is something that I should work on, and at the same time not worry too much about.. Then again, I've been doing this for all my life, and nothing's changed. Hmm..

Perhaps less internet-interaction and more real-life-socializing should do the trick? Just thinking..


Cheerios~ and Happy Chinese New Year! =)

Something's not right

Yes, something is not right. Why am I always emo-ing? Why am I always down? Why am I always negative or pessimistic? Well sure, I am pessimistic by nature.. But then the title of the blog don't suit me does it? Hahaha..

So I'm tired of regretting mistakes, I'm tired of being so pessimistic among other things.. and I'm tired of this version of me. I'm gonna change, and I'm gonna change for the better! =)A Christian friend of mine however says:

"Change the way God wants you to change."

I'll do just that. =)


Cheerios~

Learned the Hard Way

What the title says. Exams again have not been fair with me. This time, I seriously put in a lot more effort than in previous years. Heck, still, I didn't do well.. ='( What reasons were there? I shall not mention them, or I'll break down and emo again..

But truth is, after emo-ing and talking to my good old friends and sister about it, I found a way out.. I finally saw something. And friends upon friends have warned me of this before.. Why did I have to wait so long to realise this? I could've easily fixed it.. But no.. I just had to stray away as usual.

But then, now that I know what should be fixed first, I'll see to it that my last semester will be fruitful. But even if it doesn't, God has a good reason for it. And His reason for me constantly falling was:

"Because I am a numbskull, and thus I have to be hit real hard to know something."

Hahaha.. But thanks Lord. :')



I shall go now. I probably won't blog anymore after this since I've started my e-diary. But for those friends out there, you know where to find me. :)